Big week this week. Lots of new experiences coming up, mainly doing things with other people. I don’t work well with new experiences involving other people. In fact, they kind of terrify me. My mind goes into overdrive thinking about… what? About things going wrong? No, it’s not that. I think is mostly a fear of people having a negative opinion about me. About showing up with differing expectations or insufficient “preparation” about the task at hand. Will try to approach it by doing as much prep work as I think I need, then just go with the flow. But I won’t lie to you, I’d be happier when this time next week comes around.